Little ideas that refuse to go away

BUT FARMER HOGGETT KNEW THAT LITTLE IDEAS…

THAT TICKLED AND NAGGED AND REFUSED TO GO AWAY…

SHOULD NEVER BE IGNORED…

FOR IN THEM LIE THE SEEDS OF DESTINY.

Babe (1995)

Watching Babe tonight and hearing this passage reminded me of SBJ‘s new book and this post about it, and Twitter, and working on ideas that stick around.

One year later, and some updates

A year ago today, I had the surprise of my life. Thanks to Charlie Park, you can relive the outpouring of support I described in my first post about the diagnosis on the site mathowielove (along with this explanation of it). I get a lot of email from people with similar health issues and from friends and family and thought I should post an update and recap how the last year has gone. 

A year in 30 seconds

Last November feels both like it was just yesterday and it was ten years ago in my mind because so much has happened. Immediately after getting out of the hospital and starting on the mend from the worst flu I'd had in years, it was just over a month later I got some good news that my tumor was shrinking thanks to a drug regimen. My other vitals were lagging behind but by March of 2010, most of my hormone levels were approaching normal and I was beginning to feel better. By Summer, I'd gotten my first not-so-great prognosis that the tumor had stalled in size and was sitting at 50% of the original size, with my hormones still bouncing back into the lower limits of normal. By mid-Summer, I started a course of human growth hormones to gain some energy but I also cut my steroid dosage in half, so the effect of each counteracted and I've felt about the same. 

Overall, after the initial joy of the tumor shrinking significantly, the rest of the time has been somewhat frustrating, as I've had to adjust to new harsh drugs and then wait for my body to react and then level off with each change. Monitoring the health effects has gone a bit slower than I'd like, with measurements taken every 3-4 months to assess my progress.

For the past several years I've been tracking my physical activity on my bike (miles ridden, heart rates, wattage pushed into my pedals) and racing off and on, and I've noticed not too much improvement this year in terms of my physical performance. My wattage numbers are up slightly, but so is my weight (significantly) so it's basically a wash and I'm about as slow as I was before the tumor diagnosis. Overall, I don't quite feel "normal" yet in terms of physical performance for a dude my age/fitness/size/etc.

The future

In a few weeks I'm doing a full day of testing, including another MRI to see where the tumor size stands, some thyroid testing to see how that is working, and some hormone tests. I'll probably have results by mid-December and I'm hoping we'll see continued stabilization/shrinkage of the tumor (growth would make surgery necessary) and figure out what is keeping my hormone levels still a bit low.

It goes without saying I've been very lucky so far and couldn't have done so well without the support of my wonderful family and friends, and for that support I thank everyone that has said and done nice things over the past year. It's really meant a lot and helped me out immensely.

This is why I hate Las Vegas

I saw this talk live a couple years ago, and it perfectly communicates everything I hate about Las Vegas and why I think it's one of the worst places on earth, designed to bankrupt people, enable addicts, and generally just be a horrible place for humans to be.

 

This talk is from someone that embedded themselves in the gambling industry and shares how the gambling industry talks about its customers behind their backs, and how the design of Las Vegas is optimized to take every penny they can from people.

Milestone: five years without a day job

A little over five years ago, I gave my notice to my last employer, Creative Commons. I'd been waiting for the day for over a year, but even with outside income from blogging it was pretty crazy at the time. We had just bought a new house and we had a six month old baby, and there I was, thinking it was the perfect time to quit my cushy telecommuting job and strike out on my own with no real idea of what the future would be like.

Thankfully, a lot of luck landed in my lap in the form of advertising income. It took six penniless years to get MetaFilter going, but soon after I started doing it full time it became big enough to pay other people to help out and we continued making MetaFilter the best site we could, as income grew with traffic.

2010 is the first year that hasn't seen double digit growth, but I'm chalking it up to the stagnant recession economy and I'm seeing glimmers of things improving again so I have high hopes for 2011.

I'm stoked that I went from something that could barely pay the bills to a company with employees, it's really beyond my wildest dreams when I made the decision in 2005. Here's to another five years (and hopefully a lifetime) of never having a boss ever again.